Motivation

I really want to work hard, I do. I won't say I try all the time because I know I don't. I need that motivation, that burst of will, where can I find that? I need to remind myself that the will and the motivation is already in me, I just need to recognize it. I see it sometimes, and sometimes I don't. I watched the movie, ''The Spectacular Now,'' like just a few minutes ago and I feel motivated already. It's a great movie and there's this one song at the end of the movie that I just suddenly fall in love with. It's the song that's getting me to type here, I know I haven't in a long time and I feel like I really should.
song: click here, it's really nice c;

Last week, at school, the speakers announced people who got into really good colleges. I thought to myself, ''Wow, I wish I could be one of those names that are mentioned when I'm a senior.'' I think I really could. I just need to work hard and not get sidetracked. I want to do it.

So, this is my goal. To get in one of those big name colleges and be mentioned as an important person somewhere, anywhere. I want to start listing my goals, just so they can be clear to me.

GOAL: A good college and to be mentioned as someone important, motivational, anything.